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  • Originally posted by winencandy View Post
    Me?
    I haven't "dealt" with it yet.
    The walls are still up.
    Yeah, thought so. That's that Mom protection thing that Siobhan mentioned. You're being strong and taking care of things for him, plus probably your Farmer and Daughter too. I wouldn't be too bothered about the stickers at the moment.

    {{hugs}}
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    • Okay, the mono makes sense with what happened. Hopefully he will get to the doc today and get tested. I'm with everyone else, when you feel it is safe, you will let the walls down. Hopefully before the trip and not on it!
      Female 55
      Starting wt: 198, Goal: 135, Current with PB: 165
      Started at a size 16 down to loose 10

      With PB my asthma has improved, low back pain is gone, & I've got more energy

      My Primal Journal: http://www.marksdailyapple.com/forum/thread60175.html

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      • Originally posted by Greensprout View Post
        Yeah, thought so. That's that Mom protection thing that Siobhan mentioned. You're being strong and taking care of things for him, plus probably your Farmer and Daughter too. I wouldn't be too bothered about the stickers at the moment.

        {{hugs}}
        Thanks

        Originally posted by Pedidoc View Post
        Okay, the mono makes sense with what happened. Hopefully he will get to the doc today and get tested. I'm with everyone else, when you feel it is safe, you will let the walls down. Hopefully before the trip and not on it!
        I had the same thought this morning! What if I breakdown on the trip! eek!
        Well, I decided that I just WON'T let that happen!
        'Cause I can control everything...
        "Be careful what you pretend to be because you are what you pretend to be." Kurt Vonnegut
        "I love deadlines. I like the whooshing sound they make as they fly by." Douglas Adams
        "Moderation sucks." Suse
        "Wine is a vegetable." Meaty
        "Every decision you make, from what you eat to what you do with your time tonight, turns you into who you are tomorrow and the day after that." Cmdr Chris Hadfield


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        • Maybe you need to give yourself permission once the 2 week neuro check is done?
          Female 55
          Starting wt: 198, Goal: 135, Current with PB: 165
          Started at a size 16 down to loose 10

          With PB my asthma has improved, low back pain is gone, & I've got more energy

          My Primal Journal: http://www.marksdailyapple.com/forum/thread60175.html

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          • I think you should combine 'letting go' with something therapeutic, like a sensory deprivation tank, or a super-long massage. Or maybe primal scream therapy.

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            • Originally posted by Pedidoc View Post
              Maybe you need to give yourself permission once the 2 week neuro check is done?
              You're right. Isn't it "weird" that I'll have to give myself permission?

              Originally posted by Sabine View Post
              I think you should combine 'letting go' with something therapeutic, like a sensory deprivation tank, or a super-long massage. Or maybe primal scream therapy.
              I think you're right.
              "Be careful what you pretend to be because you are what you pretend to be." Kurt Vonnegut
              "I love deadlines. I like the whooshing sound they make as they fly by." Douglas Adams
              "Moderation sucks." Suse
              "Wine is a vegetable." Meaty
              "Every decision you make, from what you eat to what you do with your time tonight, turns you into who you are tomorrow and the day after that." Cmdr Chris Hadfield


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              • 12 DAYS!!

                Thursday
                My morning was spent organizing English curriculum for my new Home Instruction Student. I met with the Student at 2. We finished at 3:45. Student seems interested and willing to learn. Always a good sign

                I had play practice for the next upcoming performance. The Director asked me, (not the same director as the 1st play) and I agreed. This time I'll get some instruction and coaching!!! Yea!!

                University Son went back to Guelph tonight, there's some anime/sci fi/something convention this weekend.

                Foods
                Chai
                2nd half of yesterday's Thai Express stir fry
                Walnut Oil shot
                Chicken Stir fry (Farmer made), 1/2 a banana warmed with butter and whipping cream
                Rosehip Hibiscus Tea

                Do you know what this means???

                I GET A STICKER TONIGHT!!!!!!!!
                "Be careful what you pretend to be because you are what you pretend to be." Kurt Vonnegut
                "I love deadlines. I like the whooshing sound they make as they fly by." Douglas Adams
                "Moderation sucks." Suse
                "Wine is a vegetable." Meaty
                "Every decision you make, from what you eat to what you do with your time tonight, turns you into who you are tomorrow and the day after that." Cmdr Chris Hadfield


                Winencandy

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                • A good day indeed.

                  Congrats on the sticker

                  Did Surfer Son get to the family doctor today?
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                  • Originally posted by Greensprout View Post
                    A good day indeed.

                    Congrats on the sticker

                    Did Surfer Son get to the family doctor today?
                    Thanks

                    No, we have an apt on Monday morning.
                    "Be careful what you pretend to be because you are what you pretend to be." Kurt Vonnegut
                    "I love deadlines. I like the whooshing sound they make as they fly by." Douglas Adams
                    "Moderation sucks." Suse
                    "Wine is a vegetable." Meaty
                    "Every decision you make, from what you eat to what you do with your time tonight, turns you into who you are tomorrow and the day after that." Cmdr Chris Hadfield


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                    • 11 DAYS!!!!!!!!

                      Friday

                      Last night after reading Sabine's journal I made 2 small (lunch sized) crust-less quiches.

                      I had a supply job today. Just about killed me to get up at 5:45!!
                      Easy day, except for 1st period. I had no students, but the teacher left me MARKING
                      MATH MARKING
                      With NO answer sheet!
                      And we ALL know how Winencandy feels about marking!
                      I tackled the perimeter, area, surface area and scale questions, but I didn't even attempt to do the SIN & COS questions!!!

                      No shopping after work today, it was snowing and I decided to just go home.
                      About halfway home the roads started to get snow covered.

                      My sister's ex MIL (a super nice woman) died the other day of complications from her 2nd stroke in a week.
                      3 Days later (today) her twin sister died from a massive stroke.



                      Foods
                      Chai
                      1 banana muffin*
                      one of my lunch quiches (it was almost too big)
                      3 banana muffins*
                      2 slices of peameal bacon, hashbrowns, fried cubed zucchini, frozen raspberries and whipping cream

                      ANOTHER STICKER DAY!!!

                      * 1 banana/2T macadamia nut/1 egg. I bake it in 4 small silicone cups. I like it in the oven instead of the microwave.
                      "Be careful what you pretend to be because you are what you pretend to be." Kurt Vonnegut
                      "I love deadlines. I like the whooshing sound they make as they fly by." Douglas Adams
                      "Moderation sucks." Suse
                      "Wine is a vegetable." Meaty
                      "Every decision you make, from what you eat to what you do with your time tonight, turns you into who you are tomorrow and the day after that." Cmdr Chris Hadfield


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                      • No sticker yesterday

                        a bottle of red and 3 slices of pizza
                        "Be careful what you pretend to be because you are what you pretend to be." Kurt Vonnegut
                        "I love deadlines. I like the whooshing sound they make as they fly by." Douglas Adams
                        "Moderation sucks." Suse
                        "Wine is a vegetable." Meaty
                        "Every decision you make, from what you eat to what you do with your time tonight, turns you into who you are tomorrow and the day after that." Cmdr Chris Hadfield


                        Winencandy

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                        • at 3 am I paid for the pizza

                          SHARP pains in my swollen stomach


                          Lesson learned
                          "Be careful what you pretend to be because you are what you pretend to be." Kurt Vonnegut
                          "I love deadlines. I like the whooshing sound they make as they fly by." Douglas Adams
                          "Moderation sucks." Suse
                          "Wine is a vegetable." Meaty
                          "Every decision you make, from what you eat to what you do with your time tonight, turns you into who you are tomorrow and the day after that." Cmdr Chris Hadfield


                          Winencandy

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                          • 10 more sleeps!!!!

                            Saturday
                            I was searching in my closet for my yoga pants and ended up doing a mini sort/unpack/toss. My Farmer asked me if I wanted ot go for "Happy Hour" at a friends place about 3 pm. Yeah, it all went downhill fast. A bottle of red. I tried, while we were waiting for the pizza to be delivered, to fill up on cheddar and homemade pepperettes and smoked Hungarian sausage, but when the pizza arrived, I was weak. (I think the wine made me weak) There was thin crust Hawaiian and thin crust veggie. I did avoid the thick crust meat pizza. After supper, time was spent in the hot tub.

                            I had a great time, we laughed SO much! I needed that.


                            Sunday
                            A friend thinks we should publish Surfer Son's story in the local paper. I'm not sure. I said it would have to be OK with him.
                            Clean house, bath the Butterflies, made carnitas, ate pistachios, SIL's for birthday cake (none for me), Oscars.



                            Tonight I get a STICKER!!
                            "Be careful what you pretend to be because you are what you pretend to be." Kurt Vonnegut
                            "I love deadlines. I like the whooshing sound they make as they fly by." Douglas Adams
                            "Moderation sucks." Suse
                            "Wine is a vegetable." Meaty
                            "Every decision you make, from what you eat to what you do with your time tonight, turns you into who you are tomorrow and the day after that." Cmdr Chris Hadfield


                            Winencandy

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                            • I think you needed that let loose day yesterday, though perhaps not the pizza part.

                              Can't believe your trip in in 10 days!! I can't remember, is it 2 weeks away? Now that Surfer Son is home and seems to be doing well, and things are calming down for you, this is good timing. It will be fabulous.

                              Yes, you'd better get started packing now, since I suspect you'll fully pack, unpack, and repack at least a half dozen times over the next 9 days .
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                              • Originally posted by Greensprout View Post
                                I think you needed that let loose day yesterday, though perhaps not the pizza part.
                                I think I'll need a few more "let loose" days. Minus the pizza!
                                When my one friend hugged me during our "happy hour", I felt the tears start to come, but I shoved them away. It wasn't the time or place for a melt down. I wonder when I'll think it's the right time and/or place???

                                Originally posted by Greensprout View Post
                                Can't believe your trip in in 10 days!! I can't remember, is it 2 weeks away? Now that Surfer Son is home and seems to be doing well, and things are calming down for you, this is good timing. It will be fabulous.
                                It's a 10 day trip, and I know, the time has flown by!
                                Well, except for that week from HELL that was the L O N G E S T week EVER!
                                Yes, the timing is working out. I think I'm finally able to get excited about it again
                                I have to finish my research! That fell by the wayside too.

                                Originally posted by Greensprout View Post
                                Yes, you'd better get started packing now, since I suspect you'll fully pack, unpack, and repack at least a half dozen times over the next 9 days .
                                HAHAHAHA!!!
                                You know me too well
                                "Be careful what you pretend to be because you are what you pretend to be." Kurt Vonnegut
                                "I love deadlines. I like the whooshing sound they make as they fly by." Douglas Adams
                                "Moderation sucks." Suse
                                "Wine is a vegetable." Meaty
                                "Every decision you make, from what you eat to what you do with your time tonight, turns you into who you are tomorrow and the day after that." Cmdr Chris Hadfield


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