Every girl loves being called a big girl, and that's what I am. Also described as corn fed, I've got some huge *** muscles surrounded by a layer of fat. I was trying to convince myself to just get over it and find me a chubby chaser when I fumbled upon this diamond in the rough.
I must tell you about the day before I took this challenge. Of course I decided that a trip to my friendly neighborhood Spooners for some awesomely delicious frozen yogurt was in order. I grabbed my tasty treat, poured on the sugar shocking toppings, and sat in my car to chow down. As I was sucking down the insulin spiker Mariah Carey's song, "Always be my baby" came on, and, I am not kidding you I cried. The tears streamed down cuz you know what? That fro yo will always be a part of me. My love affair with sugar is long and torrid and a huge part of my history, and like any break up it is hard.
Fortunately I have not yet rebounded, and today is my second day on the challenge, and the second day I have not eaten sugar in...my guess is 6 years.As my dad says I don't have a sweet tooth I have a sweet mouth, and most of the time it don't matter to me where the sweet comes from.
Today was pretty good, I did get super hangry (hungry/angry) cuz my appetite is incredible. So far I am eating for two, me and the food baby, and at this rate I am going to blow up like the Jet Puffed Marshmallow man.
Okay, now I have a question, What adult human actually knows how to play? I am trying to figure out this whole exercise thing, but I find it rather baffling. I am a go go GO! person. I did the full two weeks of Insanity, and apparently got myself a creaky hip injury, which I can only hope is useful for predicting the weather. I also gained more muscle under my fat and a big appetite, which resulted in a fear of being without food. Fo real. scarier than spiders or the movie Evil Dead 2.
Here is what I ate:
B: 1 piece bacon, 1 egg fried in bacon, 1 almond flour banana muffin
S:nuts (a lot. I won't lie)
L: 1 BAS (salad) with a whole avo, lots of veggies, EVOO, and 1/4 lb shrimp
S: more nuts, tiny taste of cheese, small slice watermelon, 1/2 cup coconut milk
D: grilled eggplant, zucchini, onion, tomato, and 1/2 chicken breast w/ evoo
Lifted for 40 min
A lot of food? But I get so hungry! Aren't I supposed to not feel as hungry?
Current Weight: 155lbs
Desired weight: 130lbs (that would be as small as I have ever been, and I was 16)