As I'm getting older it was becoming harder and harder to function.
My boss told me to take six months off and if I could show him that I had sorted myself out he would like me to return to work.
I love my job and the months are ticking away.
It would also be a massive relief to my family and some good friends.
I feel as if I will never laugh or have fun again without the drink, buy hoping that will change with time.